Right. Honestly I dont know where to even start.
Since the last post:
1. I've been made redundent from my job at the RAF base.
2. I've gotten back together with meine liebe. However she's also needed to take yet another break. But all is not lost, we still talking, hugging and snuggling. The lovey stuff. Which is good, were both happy and I'm just waiting for her to come back as I know she will. We love each other and no matter how many times she does this, I'll wait. because I know she's my one.
3. Gotten a new job.
4. Told shinobe hinobe to basically suck my balls.
5. Had our one dog pregnated.
6. Started job.
7. Written another 4 chapters of my "A Sound Return". Quite lengthy chapters at that.
8. Had the puppies and looking after them.
Other than that, not that much left to list off. More into actual detail of some of the things that I wanna rant about. Such as telling shinobe hinode to suck my testicles.
I just.. got sick and tired of waiting. If I was to make a comment about such a long ass waiting time, I'd be chastied by everyone. It was just not fair in any sense of the word. I waited and waited, when finally I try and edge it along, I'd be told to change something. So i find way of changing it. Only then to wait and wait. Only for more excuses.
Too long waiting, I had enough.
First it was that Raven wasn't good enough. So I make Miyu. Then it's that they dont understand Miyu's background. I writ it in plane fucking english. Couldn't have made more sense if I tried. But I gritted my teath and beared it. Explained everything, which came down to having to talk it over with kyuubi. Who was never fucking on.
Not like it would have made a difference, she didn't want me to be there from the moment we all considered even thinking of an RP.
Oh and Kyuubi if your reading this, "Fuck you" not in a sexual way. But in the you suck way. You are a bitch. Everyone from Teasing kyuubi community are betrayful bastards. I dont last a single fucking day when I can't help but remember how badly you guys hurt me. Even now I cringe in pain at thinking about it.
"When you give trust to someone, you give them the power to totally destroy you. But have faith that they wont."
My faith had been completely misplaced.
However, getting away from the betrayals and shit for a moment and back to the issue I'm ranting about.
actually enough ranting, i'm tired.
I'll cut this reply short, if i get any angrier i wont fall asleep tonight. and i got work in the morning.
|The Recipe For Raven|
3 parts Talent
2 parts Uniqueness
1 part Naughtiness
Splash of Wisdom
I beleive I promised before some pictures of the pups.
Sam the boy
Lu the little one that nearly died
Peach, the one that i saw everything of.. :sweat: ((i mean the sack it was in and everything >.<))